Is it possible to miss somebody you've never met? I know he's out there somewhere, and even though I have no clue who he is, I just miss him. There seems to be a little hole in my heart where he's supposed to be and things just don't feel right without him.
I keep hearing songs that I want to share with him, but then I remember he's not here yet. I want to pick out our song, but I can't do it without him.

The Men in My Life

Jim: for the lovin


Andy: for the laughs


Ryan: to be adored


Adam: to write me sweet lullabies


Zac: for comfort


Jackson: for the b.a. lessons


Rob: for good measure...i mean pleasure

Feeling Used

If your feeling used, ask yourself by whom? Maybe your just being used by God to do something unseen. If so, that is His business. Not mine. May I be the lamp that shines long and bright for the glory of something I can't see and don't understand.

Some wedding ideas I love...

TOMS are a must.


Purple is non-negotiable.


Handmade garter is creative...


I like the wood card-holders.

Bursting Dreams

This is a weekend of Owl City. Dear Adam Young is playing Grand Rapids, Chicago, and Milwaukee. Sadly, I can't go to any of these. This causes great sadness here in this little dorm room. But what is there left to say? It doesn't do much good to go on about it...
My favorite song is The Saltwater Room followed closely by Vanilla Twilight. All his lyrics are so sweet and simple and endearing. Just listening makes me giggle to myself and then smile...like he wrote them for me.


Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.
:)

whenever your in trouble

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin'... darlin'... stand by me,

oh now now stand by me
Stand by me... stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin'... darlin'... stand by me,

oh stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me,
Oh stand by me...

stand by me...

stand by me

shower thoughts

Short hair is easier than a prostitute.

I hate it when people come up to you and say, "I love your haircut! Where did you get it cut?" Like it matters. I'm the one who looks good in it. Who cares who cut it. Don't pretend that just because you go to the same hair-cutter as me, you can look as good as me.

Diagnosis: Unmotivation

So much to do and no motivation in which to accomplish it. Thats the current sitch. I'm listening to Regina Spektor in an attempt to drown out the guilt. She can't exactly help me on my test on Monday though. ...sigh... Thanks anyway girl.

Will you be my girlfriend?

I just watched this movie. Screenplay is cheesy, but I dig it anyways. Love and music. What could be better?
I don't normally like Ashlee Simpson. Her voice seems really breathy, but I could handle it because I liked her haircut.

Though it is late

It's only 10:45. That's not late. At least, it didn't used to be. But now I'm a responsible adult and I go to bed early because I get up early. I'm in central time zone but my phone and computer never wanted to leave mountain time zone. Funny...neither did I. But here I am anyways. Plucking along at the schoolwork. Nursing my sore heel. Using up my post-it notes. Looking at my pictures of the summer in the mountains. The best summer. A lot of good things happen in the summer. But all good things come to an end. And so they did....