This is my story, this is my song.

its blank.

Do the thing that scares you most.

I am making decisions based on who I want to be, not on who I am. To some this may seem foolish. But when you are currently a passive party-pooping pushover with dreams of being assertive and adventurous, it makes sense.
I have a dilemma. I have to make a decision. I could live two different lives. I could go where people want me or I could go where I don't know anyone or whats going to happen to me. Hmm. Knowing me, I'd pick the former. Predictable.

What scares me the most is the unknown. I don't consider myself a controllist but I like to have an idea of what's going to happen to me. Otherwise the anxiety controls me.

I guess somewhere in their lives people find that they want to be different. They just don't know how. I know I want to be different. And maybe I know how now.

"Are you always this happy?"

No.
The price for perfection is loneliness.

Even things that are supposed to be all about me are not all about me.